I have not been able to blog as much as I would like to for the past few weeks. I have been very busy with work and all over the place shifts. I am either working, sleeping or trying to spend quality time with  my other half. With that being said, they say that you get out of life what you put into it and I intend to work hard to build a stronger future.

I has been six months now since I started this blog and this path to be a better, more balanced and together version of myself. I would like to say that it is going pretty satisfactory. Of course I would be prevaricating if I said that it has been a smooth transition, but my support this time around has been stronger than ever and I believe that has helped tremendously. In the past, I have always maintained that I should be able to take care of myself and solve all of my own trials and tribulations. Admittedly I was wrong and I put my hands up to that. One simply can not go it alone and why would you want to when there are so many wonderful people in the world?

I have relapsed, but instead of dwelling and closing myself off into what I used to think was recovery, I carried on and faced the predicament as soon as possible so it was not another event that would torment me. It worked out well and now I have gained a stronger and fulfilling connection.

I have been reading, a lot. It has been extremely enjoyable. I got out of the habit of reading due to the many distractions that are at our fingertips these days. Once back into the habit, getting lost in these stories has been a grand experience; now I am going to need to purchase some more books for my Kindle, as I am quickly running out!

My mind is much calmer these days. Although my sleeping pattern is all over the place, I have found it a lot easier to dose off and stay asleep without the smallest sound waking me up.

All in all I have no complaints. Even the things I would deem complaint worthy just do not matter anymore. If this is a person I can be full time, it is the person I want to be. I have never been so calm and balanced in my life. I can not take all of the credit for this of course. There are some of you out there that have helped me a lot and I can not thank you enough.

My blog is still doing excellently and as always I am so grateful to you all for sticking around and being on this journey with me. I am approaching 3000 followers which is just crazy and something I never imagined. I think if I am ever fortunate enough to reach 5000 followers, then I am going to invest in dropping the WordPress from the blog title and revamp the site in celebration. I really am grateful to you all for actually caring about what I have to say and taking the time to share your thoughts and feelings with me. I have a few posts up my sleeve, I just need the time to sit down, get inspired and write them. Hopefully it will be soon.

You never know what is going to be around the corner, but for once in my life I am not afraid to find out.

Until next time, stay excellent!

-Sara

 

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