Day three!

I had a bit of a late night last night, thus any motivation I had has gone out of the window.

Makes today’s topic easy enough anyway: Motivation. I suppose I have a little of it, otherwise I would not be writing this. Although, I did not have enough of it to bother to think of any other subject to write about.

My energy levels are constantly up and down, I’m not sure if that is just me as a person, or it’s part of my unbalanced brain. Either way, this is what I am concentrating on working on. Being either too high, or too low hasn’t worked for me so far and I need to find a happy medium. Ideally I would like to have my head in the clouds andΒ my feet on the ground. I do want to be the best version of me possible, but I don’t want to change my core self. I am a dreamer, a romantic and an idealist. This doesn’t mean I can’t be realistic too, this is where finding the right balance comes in.

I’ve taken on a few daily tasks to try and keep my motivation up, this 28 Day Blog Challenge being one of them, then there are some exercise regimes and also trying to eat better. There is a saying that goes something like “Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results”. I believe it was Albert Einstein who said this, but with the internet as it is, you can never be sure. Either way, it’s true. I’ve been doing things the same way and here I am, in the same position, with the same struggles. Same shit, different day.

I have recently cut ties with a lot of negative people and associations in my life and made room for some amazing people who have filled me full of joy and inspiration. One person in particular has brought out a side of me I thought was dead and buried forever. I never before thought that it was right to rely on others and I always thought I should do everything by myself. This isn’t the best way to be and since I’ve learnt to let people in and just let go and start enjoying my time, I’ve found I’m already healing.

As I type, I feel my motivation returning, it’s funny what can trigger such things. I wish you a happy Friday and I hope you all make the most of your weekends. Thank you for reading.


P.S: What tips do you have to stay motivated?